Secretly dying
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People say that with darkness comes light. With light there is darkness and I am in between.—Marie
Marie is just one of your average girls dealing with depression. She fakes it like everybody else and has a split personality. She hates life and all that it entails. She admits it, she is Secretly Dying. But what can she do? Will you hear her story? Or is it all a big joke like everyone she knows has been telling her?
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