Speak
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Ongoing2h 39m
Last published Sun, Aug 27, 2017
Dan has stopped talking since the death of his brother Gabe. He now lives in a new city goes to a new school and has to see a therapist who he doesn't care to get to know.
But if there is one person to get Dan to talk it would be Phil Lester, and Dan knows he needs to stay away from him, but that turns out to be harder than he thought.
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