Forever
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Last published Tue, Dec 24, 2013
He was the only sense of happiness that I had ever had, my body ached for him, I longed for him. His touch, his love, our love. I was nothing without my best friend, and my dear soul mate. For even if things were not as they were before, nothing has changed. He is still my only. I cannot lay here anymore, waiting, waiting for the excruciating pain to stop. It is too unbearable, I cannot cope anymore.
My sub conscious talks to me, I mentally fight with her in my head, as she tries to remind me I have almost lost, but I will not admit defeat, I will not let her win all of me.
I need someone, anyone, to take this pain away. Please...Just take it all away, you can have all of me, I don't want this pain anymore.
'Goodbye Selena' My sub conscious nastily quotes.
No, no, don't remember that night, if I don't remember it, then it won't be true, right? I can pretend, can't I? Tell me this pain will go away, even if it won't.
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