He was the only sense of happiness that I had ever had, my body ached for him, I longed for him. His touch, his love, our love. I was nothing without my best friend, and my dear soul mate. For even if things were not as they were before, nothing has changed. He is still my only. I cannot lay here anymore, waiting, waiting for the excruciating pain to stop. It is too unbearable, I cannot cope anymore.
My sub conscious talks to me, I mentally fight with her in my head, as she tries to remind me I have almost lost, but I will not admit defeat, I will not let her win all of me.
I need someone, anyone, to take this pain away. Please...Just take it all away, you can have all of me, I don't want this pain anymore.
'Goodbye Selena' My sub conscious nastily quotes.
No, no, don't remember that night, if I don't remember it, then it won't be true, right? I can pretend, can't I? Tell me this pain will go away, even if it won't.
[completed]
she's famous, talented and beautiful - that's what the media and fans sees. truly: she was broken.
[ could trigger some people, so read at your own risk. please know that suicide isn't going to help you, it'll cause more pain, but instead of those around you. please contact if you seek help or advice: www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org or call 18002738255 ]