four walls
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she wasn't what you would call a "social person" if anything she was the exact opposite. she had nobody to run to when she felt hurt, broken and a danger to herself, well there was a 'something' she could run to... that was her blade. it gave her a feeling of relief to glide the cold substance across her fragile skin to see the thick liquid drip down her arm to the floor. it made her feel that she finally had power, a power so strong and bold she was drowned in her own desire to feel it, over... and over...and over again. but... what will happen when she cant control anything anymore? when the voices and pain start to drain her of even the slightest will to live? will she continue to live the life she has in fear and pain? or will she turn out the lights for good.
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