Behind This Smile ✔
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You see a pretty face, but there's a broken heart inside.
Behind this smile is....darkness, fear, loneliness, sorrow, doubt, insecurity, hurt...
I'm scared of the light. Light shows up my inadequacies, my flaws and failures, so I'm scared of it. Aren't you?
But....maybe there's more to the light than meets the eye. Maybe the light isn't all bad....
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