I'm on the Verge...
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Last published Mon, Jan 5, 2015
Rayne deeply and desperately hates her life.
But will love change every thing?
Or will it turn her into an emotional wreck?
Will she open the doors to her heart and find happiness?
Or maybe she will topple down like a house of cards and rip apart at the seams.
Because even though she seems like an open book who's easily guessed to be shallow, she of course isn't.
You see most people don't see past her smile, and they fail to notice who she really is.
Will love change everything for her?
And will that change make or break her?
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