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Empty (diary of a confused girl)

Lovespurpleflower

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Parts 4
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Reads 62
Votes 7
Parts 4
Time <5 mins

Lovespurpleflower

"Not all  scars show, not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't see the pain that someone feels."

Airi is starting high school with a weight of 182, gaining weight each year since 2nd grade. When she starts her first day of high school she sees skinny, healthier girls and only 5 people fatter than her in the whole school. After her first month, she still has made no friends and sits alone at lunch. She then starts to blame her weight. Desperate to fit in, she stops eating and acts like nothing is wrong. Will she continue the abuse and lead herself to a eating disorder? Or will she find a different solution?All Rights Reserved

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