Not Dead: A Collection of Poems
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Poems in which I bleed my emotions in hopes that someone else feels the same.
*Trigger Warning* Some poems discuss Suicide, Bullying, Depression, Abuse, Sexual Abuse, and other triggering topics. Major themes will be marked with a Trigger warning either before the poem or after the poem title. Please use caution when choosing to read my poems. If you need help, don't hesitate to contact helplines in your area, or me if you do not want to contact a total stranger.
US National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255
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