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What If? |SDMN FF|

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A Lot of people have illnesses for a reason, a lot of people can't understand why they have the  illnesses that they may have been diagnose with. Seven guys find out each other's illnesses in a support group in a mental hospital.

They find out how JJ overdosed on drugs.

Why Josh drank just a bit too much.

When Tobi lost his sanity to a blade.

How Simon hears voices that just won't go away.

While Vikk depended on scales to keep his weight in check.

The reason Ethan took his finale breath before the rope tightened around his neck.

And how Harry fell into a world full of anxiety and hatred

Believe Them, if they could click there fingers and make everything turn into a dream, they would. But life isn't like that.

It will never be the same.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: DRUGS, ALCOHOLISM, ABUSE, RAPE, SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, SCHIZOPHRENIA, ANXIETY. READ AT YOURE OWN RISK! 

Hope you guys enjoy this book!
-SammieXxX
-PoJayneBartabyAll Rights Reserved

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