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What is the purpose of me?

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Skye is sick of her life and wants to end it. But can someone come along to make her change her mind? She might even realize what she was missing all along. She could learn the true purpose of her existence. Maybe she'll learn on her own that life isn't so bad, and things will get better for her. Skye has to learn to let the demons and voices go. Or could her life get worse and take a turn for the unexpected. Will Skye ever accept herself? Will Skye's mother ever give her the love she deserves, but never received? Will Skye ever escape from the living hell she is in? 


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