100 days without Austin. {A Austin Mahone Fanfiction}

When you lose something, life goes dull. It loses it's color. It's just not the same. When you have someone one day, and not the next, you struggle. It's hard for you get up, and move on, knowing there not there for you anymore. But most importantly, when you can never see the love of your life again... you cherish every moment you had.

You wish they could be there for you on the sad days, and be with you on the happy ones. You wish they could cuddle with you just for another second, and hug them one last time. You wish that you could've gotten married, and had a family.

People tell you to 'move on' but they don't understand it. You can't.

Losing Austin was like losing everything. Everything important in my life was gone. I wanted no one, I just wanted Austin back.