Atelophobia ; Phan

Atelophobia; fear of not doing something right or fear of not being good enough

Phil Lester and Dan Howell have been dating for a little over six months now. However, Phils unaccepting parents drove him out of his home, wherein Phil now lives in London, closer to Dan and further from his parents.

From the impulse of missing his family, Phil calls his brother, Martyn, and finds out he is engaged. The engagement party is soon, and when it finally rolls around, bad things take place that drove Phil to running away, stranding Dan for almost a year and leaving his family on an unresolved argument.

Where is Phil? What is he doing?

This is what everyone is thinking.

But Dans thoughts are elsewhere; he assumes Phil has found another person to love after the loss of Dans. And, as much as Phil loves Dan, and as much as he wants his family problems to be solved, Phils fear keeps him from contacting them and them finding him, at all costs.