metanoia|shawn mendes AU (official)
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  • Reads 939
  • Votes 15
  • Parts 18
  • Time 3h 21m
Ongoing, First published Oct 28, 2016
Mature
"I'm fine! I don't want to screw everything up again!" He yells. He punches the broken mirror and cuts his knuckles. He clenches his hands and wrists in pain and starts crying with no end. I embrace him in a hug. I don't even care that his blood is getting all over my clothes, I just want to help him get better. 

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Metanoia- (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life.
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