"You're looking a little fat, honey." Every day it's like this. He tries making me into the perfect boyfriend, the best looking, most well behaved lover possible. But I can't do it. I'm a human being. Every day I feel his desire turning darker. Every day I get weaker. I need to escape. ~in which cyr is in an abusive relationship with greg, who has a crazed idea that cyr has to look perfect in order to be worth anything. basically greg is a sociopath obsessed with controlling every aspect of cyr and is also obsessed with 'improving' himself~