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The Musings of a Lily

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Lily, an 18-year old Egyptian girl struggles in a typical family of suffocating conservatives while housing an atypical mind. Being the only pumping life of her world, the one that all lean on; while carrying around a savage fatal disease brings her to the splitting conflict of functioning and living a little. The denial, self-deprecation and despise to her disease makes her blind to the two soul-gnawing loves that begin to unveil themselves ...   

the cover is  a necklace design known as "lily of the valley". I don't own any rights to it.All Rights Reserved

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Love. As 'beautiful' as love can be it hurts and bleeds. If you're unlucky you may even love the very person you know you can't have. The best friend, The distant boyfriend, The sisters friend, The brothers friend, The ex best friend, Love isn't always given back the way you gave it. Leaving you with half a heart as the person you gave your half too never gave you their half back. But what if someone else has another half to make yours whole again?

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On the coldest night of the coldest months of the year, a Rose bloomed in the icy Knight's household ... A flower she is ... And a flower she was named ... Lily Rose Knight A delicate name for a not so delicate person, Lily was abducted from the warmth of her family way before she was even accustomed to it. All she has known for the early years of her life was abuse and torture by someone who was supposed to shield her from the terrors of the world. 16 years forward, with no idea of who her family is or even what her real family name was. Lily made sure to take matters in hand and built herself an empire that she can rule. Everyone who knows her thinks she is quiet, reserved, cold and calculated. It's partially true, yet she is still a child at heart. This child seeks for a family, for love, for someone to really care about her. Let's see what happens when her wish is granted and a father alongside 7 brothers enter her life. The Knight's are finally reunited with their flower... However, is she what they really thought she would be? Will they melt her cold heart and see right through her emotionless facade? Or are they going to push her even further and let her rethink if blood does really mean family? ********************************************* Check TW in the synopsis ⚠️ I don't own any of the pictures in this book they are all from Pinterest, however the aesthetic boards are mine so please don't think of taking them alongside my book as well.

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