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Hold Me Closer [Jamilton]

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Modern college AU.
 During Alex's second year at Kings College and he hate/loves Thomas Jefferson. Accidents are made and death occurs.
nrubbs helped write this(aka most of the chapters after 14)
            
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Broken- And Fixed Again- (A Jamilton Fanfic) by wolfspirit2865

Thomas Jefferson is broken. And the one person who was supposed to love and protect him no matter what is the reason behind it all. After four years with the abusive boyfriend he's known all of his life, Thomas is finally ready to give up. He can no longer take the suffering he's forced through every single day, the things he endures simply because it's what's expected of him. All of his friends have turned their backs on him, all of the things he enjoys is ripped from his hands. And he's finished with it all. So what happens when a distant memory from his past returns, offering a helping hand? - Modern AU College AU - (WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MINOR SEXUAL ACTIONS, AND IMPLICATIONS OF RAPE) Completed as of 9/30/18 Editing started as of 06/09/20 Editing completed as of 10/14/21

Fix Me // Jamilton by determinelydepressed

FINISHED :) Modern Day AU, Soulmates AU About: Alexander Hamilton is not happy with his life at all. He has terrible anxiety and depression, and self harms daily. All because of Thomas Jefferson, Aaron Burr, James Madison, and Charles Lee. He's heading off to college hoping for a new start. Thomas Jefferson regrets his high school life. After relentlessly bullying Alexander Hamilton, he wishes he could make things right, but fears it's too late. He's heading off to college hoping for a new start. Soulmates AU: When you write/cut/do something on your arms, it appears on your soulmates arms. For things like self harm, it hurts the person doing it, but the soulmate only barely feels it.

Where it starts/ Modern Jamilton AU/Complete by Jamilton-Lams

Hamilton and Jefferson were high school buddies, although they fought over politics they got along. But when Hamilton says something while unpacking for college everything changes. Jamilton ship College AU My first time doing this so please forgive how bad it is Might be some cliche moments LAMS SHIP UP NEXT!!!!!!!!!!! Complete with a sequel coming "Trying" Please go and read!

♡In Your Dreams♡ (Jamilton) by Artzee_Dorito

When the quiet college student Alexander Hamilton arrives at Kings College, he automatically feels like something was gonna go completely wrong. Similar to most things in the young boy's life. Unfortunately, his suspicions were correct. He found out he had to share a dorm with none other than his enemy from high school, Thomas Jefferson. Thomas had bullied Alex countless times during their senior year of high school, (when Alex transferred,) and Alex hadn't gotten over it when he saw him again. I mean, who would be all cool with their roomie that made them cut themselves? But anyways, over time, Alex notices that Thomas isn't the basic bully that he seems, and there's a lot more to him that what he previously saw. And the more of Thomas he saw, the more he started to love him. Would Thomas return those feelings? Or would he make Alex's life a living hell for confessing his feelings? (DISCLAIMER!! I was 11 or 12 when I wrote this and had no grasp on the proper language and behavior for fanfic. I said a lot of inappropriate stuff in this book, and I have altered what I could in light of becoming older and recovering from the really awful experience that made me act out the way I did. Some parts are important to the story, so I can't erase them. But I will put trigger warnings for almost smut and self-h*rm. And maybe some stereotypes and insensitive language, as I was uneducated about lgbtq and how it can be appropriately represented by a straight woman. To anyone I've made uneasy in any way, I'm sorry. I was a real annoying and inappropriate writer. I've been a lot more friendly about my books since this, and my family and friends have helped me see how mentally messed up I was when I was writing this. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I once wrote like this and conducted myself in this manner. Please forgive me. I've learned a lot in the four years since I wrote this. Ily all, and happy reading <3)

Only Know You Love Him When You Let Him Go by coffeeflavoredtearz

Alexander was happily dating John. Everything was fine. Then it wasn't. John dumps him without telling him anything. But it gets better for him. He falls for his roommate. Sure, cheesy romance film esque, but he was happy. it took so long to find it after the breakup. After breaking up with Alexander, John was fine. He was free from a clingy and sometimes idiotic boyfriend. But when he begins to see Alexander going out and falling in love with Thomas Jefferson of all people, it breaks his heart. He realizes too late, that he let the love of his life slip through his fingers. He grows depressed, he lost his only friends and his love. He was truly alone. TRIGGER WARNINGS implied/ referenced Rape/non con Self harm smut homophobic/transphobic slurs major character death

Love? {Lams vs Jamilton} by strawberry-peaches

This is a sequal to "This Guy {Lams}" Nothing would make sense so read that first. Every chapter will have one of these TW: Smut, mental illness, self-harm, suicide, rape or mentions thereof

Poison by SarcasticCherry

Finished :) March 25th, 2019 - YOUNG READERS BE CAUTIOUS !!! Disclaimer : this is all fiction, no one has been hurt in the making of this book except my own sanity. - Modern AU || College AU || Trans! Alex AU || Jamilton - Cover Art: szin - --- Alexander Hamilton was just a normal college student. He had a kickass boyfriend, amazing friends, and was loved and supported in every way imaginable. That is, until Thomas Jefferson uncovered a life changing secret. Jefferson hates Hamilton more than anything, so why does he care when Hamilton's life suddenly falls apart? And why does he feel like hate isn't the right word to describe how he feels towards Hamilton anymore? -- 1st in #Jamilton : March 9th, 2019 31st in #Hamilton : March 9th, 2019

Found (a jamilton fanfiction) [COMPLETED] by what_did_i_miss_guys

**WARNING** There is alot of angst and mentions of self-harm and suicide. Read at your own risk When Alexander looses eliza due to complications in her lungs, He and their two children, Phillip and Angelica, are forced to move out of their house by Eliza's father. They walked into an open alleyway with a few trash cans and Alexander built a small shelter for them to live in. But what happens when Thomas Jefferson, one of Alexander's old college roommates and his daughter, Rae, find them, cold and disheveled? Highest Rank: #8 Hamiltrash (April 2, 2020) #5 Jamilton (April 13, 2020) [Completed: March 28, 2020]

Helpless//Jamilton modern college au by stephdalobs

Alexander Hamilton has had horrible drepession and anxiety beacuse of his past. His enemy, Thomas Jefferson, isn't really helping his situation, but what happens when these two end up sharing a dorm at Kings college? Will they become friends, or will they kill each other before classes even start. I guess it's up to you to find out. P.S this is my first book so I'm sorry if certain things don't make sense.

The Past { Slight Jamilton} ~Completed~ by checkers65

Before his dad left, Alex and his brother used to be a part of their dad's secret spy agency. He loved that life. Thanks to his dad's wealth, he and his brother had non-human hearing, sight, and strength. They were superhuman. But his dad left when he was 10, and he's in his last year of college now. He missed the thrill. But what if people from his past want him to give up what he has now for the life he loved? yes, this is jamilton (kinda) i think i'll change the title...i dont rlly like it college au soulmate au (when you touch, you see colors) spy au (i got the inspiration for a spy au from @jamsandhams or Ava on instagram but its not totally the same.)

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Broken- And Fixed Again- (A Jamilton Fanfic)

Thomas Jefferson is broken. And the one person who was supposed to love and protect him no matter what is the reason behind it all. After four years with the abusive boyfriend he's known all of his life, Thomas is finally ready to give up. He can no longer take the suffering he's forced through every single day, the things he endures simply because it's what's expected of him. All of his friends have turned their backs on him, all of the things he enjoys is ripped from his hands. And he's finished with it all. So what happens when a distant memory from his past returns, offering a helping hand? - Modern AU College AU - (WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MINOR SEXUAL ACTIONS, AND IMPLICATIONS OF RAPE) Completed as of 9/30/18 Editing started as of 06/09/20 Editing completed as of 10/14/21