Loving Step

What will you choose if you're given the option between to live the life that you wanted or to live the life that concerns your family?

If i were to decide between those two, wala akong pipiliin. Dahil ang gusto ko lang naman ay mamuhay ng mapayapa. Yun bang walang gulo kung meron man ay agad namang nagagawan ng solusyon.

Ako nga pala si Rain. Nagmahal, Nilihim, Nasaktan at bumangon muli. Ako lang ang nag iisang anak at mula nung namatay si mama ay kami nalang ni papa ang naging magkasangga. 7 years old ako nung pinakilala ni papa ang babaeng nagpatibok muli ng kanyang puso. Simula noon naging mailap na ako sa kanya at mas naging malayo na ang loob ko sa kanya nung napag desisyunan nilang magpakasal. Hindi naman sa hindi mabait si tita Jane, ayoko lang talagang kalimutan si mama.

My mom is the only one who truly knows me. My dreams, my secrets, and my emotions. Siya lang ang kaibigan na meron ako noon at hinding hindi ko siya ipagpapalit kahit na kanino man. But it's too hard for me to cope up that now, she's gone.

I still have my dad kahit na subsob siya sa kanyang trabaho. And now tita Jane is apart of our life too. That should give me enough reasons to see things the way they are, to accept and move on. But the truth always prevails. I'm still incomplete.

Tita jane has a son and not soon enough he will live in our house too. And the house will never be the same again.

I miss you Mom.