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A Tale of Chaos & Fear
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SickOfBeingObese
Ongoing, First published Oct 09, 2013
anorexiacuttingpanicptsd
This is a rough, rambling draft of what it feels like to be ruled by pain, chaos, and fear. To suffer from the long term affects of trauma and abuse, to self harm, to be controlled by Atypical Anorexia, to have an addictive personality.

And what hope there can still remain at times.

***Disclaimer*** This will be mature and does have a trigger warning. It will deal with self harm/cutting/burning, Anorexia, drug use, abuse, molestation, rape, etc. Read at your own risk. Oh and there may be cussing.
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