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Holding On >> Bucky Barnes [ON HOLD]
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Last published Tue, Jun 11, 2019
There was the Bucky that was cheerful, cheeky, and confident. A happy man with a good sense of humor, a nice smile, and a charming attitude that women loved. After recalling his memories and starting over in life, this man that Steve Rogers new as his best friend could be seen more often.
Then there was the other side. A looming ghost that reminded him of what Hydra made him to be. Pointing out his flaws, calling him dangerous, and turning his passion into anger and sadness. He would block out the world and conform into this emotionless man with eyes you can't see through.
But deep down, he's the same man both ways. As much as he craves to be loved, craves to be touched, he's too afraid. Afraid to fall, afraid to hurt someone, and afraid to be left alone.
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