TW: self harm, suicidal ideation. If you struggle mentally and don't think you can handle reading about my struggles, feel free not to read this. I don't want my writing to make anything worse for anybody.
I don't really know what this is anymore.
I started this "story" years ago while I was still in high school. I severely struggled with many things, including depression, anxiety, self harm, and suicidal thoughts. This became my outlet over the years to put these cursed emotions into words.
I'm an adult now and still struggle quite a bit with all of my disorders that I've learned more about. I've learned how to better manage and cope with them, but I still feel a lot of the same feelings that I did when I first started writing in this.
Please take care of yourself reader, and remember that you are not alone.