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Contradictory

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"The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die" 
  ~ Juliette Lewis 
  
  Jax is 17 and has some issues. 
  her upbringing was rough, having an abusive father and a traumatic mother at a young age and then witnessing the death of her brother at the age of 8. Because of these benefactors it lead to her developing clinical depression at the age of 13 and going into a coma at 14 from the lack of blood from a suicidal attempt. 
  
Jax does not sure how to change even though she desperately wants to. When she hits rock bottom and loses everything she has, she finds that what has hurt her for so long must be able to heal her and, if that is true, then she will either die trying or come out scarred.All Rights Reserved

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One Day At A Time by augustbaby16

"I hate her. I'll hate her from the very beginning to the end. And no one can change my mind." Landon Ingram was determined to hate forever the young woman who had been suddenly tossed into his life. And nothing could melt his heart of ice. She felt the same. They were two broken worlds running on pain. Healing? Oh it was possible...but sometimes it's found in the most unlikely of places and in the most unlikely of souls.

If I Knew Then by MyriamRow

They say life is a gift. You're supposed to smile and be grateful, but there comes a time when you realize that living a lie is no way to live. And when you reach your lowest, you either go to great extents to feel something, anything, even if pain, or you go to even greater extent to end it all... I opted for the latter. Maybe you would call me foolish. A coward or selfish, even, but I could not continue living the way I did... In some twisted twist of faith, they want me to come back to life. They want me to help a girl that is soon to share my faith. Amelia Taylor deserves to be saved, but I know that love and friendship don't cure mental illnesses. What can I possibly do to save this girl? This is a spin off to my novel, For You. Jaxson is Addilyn's spiritual guide in this story. This story explores mature content of suicide and self-harm, and might be triggering to some. I don't dive into details of self-harm, but it is mentioned. ** Still in the editing process Canadian suicide crisis line: 9-8-8

Fated Destiny ✔️ by i_sarah28

At the age of 23, all what Camille wanted in her life was someone who would take care of her like she wished to be treated ever since she realized she was a little and joined the ddlg community. After the trauma in her childhood life, she desired to have a person that would love her for her. All with her flaws, insecurities and mistakes. It was especially hard for her not to share her biggest secret with her family, in fear of being rejected and unwanted. Will Camille be able to find that one person or will she remain alone forever? [I suck at summaries, so if you're interested, please read <3]

Everything Changes by Upallnight19

Aria had a simple life, she had her friends, her brother, and her parents. At the time she thought life couldn't get any better; minus the guy she was in love with was having a hard time noticing she's the one. But when tragedy strikes, she doesn't know how to deal with it. Losing someone close to her and the guilt that eats away at her heart. How do you deal with it? The life she had known was gone. The pain feels like drowning. Though putting your life together is hard when you keep finding out people aren't who they say they are. Who could possibly help her keep her head above water? Someone she least expected? Could he be the one to save her, before it all becomes too much? Ryder didn't leave much falsehood to rumors. A complete playboy. He didn't have much he cared about in life anymore, at least, other than his friends. They were the only ones who knew his dark secrets, the mystery that hid in his eyes. That's the way he liked it, usually keeping to himself, not giving a shit what anyone thought about him. When Aria walks in his life, things get shaken up. Now, life starts getting a little more interesting.

More Than Enough by cori7g8

Camille (Cami) Hughes had a picture perfect life. She had a mother, a father, and an older sister. Her family wasn't rich, but they certainly weren't poor either. She was a good kid with good grades who always followed the rules, but that wasn't enough. Not for her family at least. Cami's sister was perfect. She was beautiful, popular, captain of the cheerleading team. Cami could never compare, especially in her mother's eyes. Nothing she did would ever be good enough. Cami acted like this didn't bother her, but how long could she keep it up? ⚠️ mentions self harm and suicide please don't read if this will trigger you. There will be warnings before a scene where it happens, but you will miss a good bit at the end.

Finding Home (Complete) by BriJaxson

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Count to Three by winding_road

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

I will love you till I die by jennette2010

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The problems of us by NotPerfect_SueMe

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One Day At A Time

"I hate her. I'll hate her from the very beginning to the end. And no one can change my mind." Landon Ingram was determined to hate forever the young woman who had been suddenly tossed into his life. And nothing could melt his heart of ice. She felt the same. They were two broken worlds running on pain. Healing? Oh it was possible...but sometimes it's found in the most unlikely of places and in the most unlikely of souls.