Falling to Pieces: Ars Moriendi

Copyright © 2014 by Ishaille
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Some say that everything happens for a reason. That once you loved someone, you can never stop loving that person. It may be more, it may be less, but it never stops. Do you really believe this thing? But what if that person is the one who broke your heart? Makakaandar ka pa ba?

I'm just an ordinary girl... But when that day came, I dunno who I am anymore.
I'm just an innocent girl... But when I met her, I became a bad person.
I learned how to fight, to protect, and to save.
But despite of that, I was once a murderer.

I killed him, she said.
No! I killed them both.

Is it even real?
Or I'm just falsely accused?

I'm sorry. I forgot about that incident.
I don't know if my memory serves me right.
I'm lost for words.
Who am I at this point?