Drowning

The ocean never seemed to be dangerous to Rayne. She loved the water, she felt at ease when she was around it. She connected to it in a different way. Other days she seemed to get tired, and like a tsunami, thoughts and memories would thrash into her mind."Maybe if I would just sink?" She asked herself this question frequently when it got bad for her.It was not a normal feeling, she knew that, but to her it was. "Does it really get better, or do we just get used to it?" She felt as her life was flooded with problems and she just wanted them to float away. But all of a sudden Rayne meets someone who catches her attention, she fell for him. She can honestly say he was her first love, and he loved her. She first thought he was testing her waters. But he ended up being her life saver. She was taught that everything comes to an end. She has seen everyone walk in and out of her life so that's what she believed. Now she was stuck in a constant state of motion.