my midnight thoughts for you to enjoy or not enjoy. I'm just a teenager sharing with you personal feelings and thoughts that grow in my mind as I lie awake in my bed hoping to fall asleep before I fall apart.
I close my eyes.
I'm not going to die. I'm not going to die.
Suddenly, I feel my stomach drop and my head start to spin. I try to scream, but nothing comes out. I try to breathe, but my mouth is dry. The sickening feeling continues for about a minute, then it stops. I open my eyes; I'm not dead... Yet.