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The Perfect MiSFiT

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Time 5h 49m

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There's a point of time when your life seems amazing it's nearly as perfect as your fantasy and you believe that nothing can ever go wrong and nothing can be better than just now.

Well guess what, things can go wrong and will go wrong, your perfect fantasy can always be reduced to your Worst nightmare. 

Your past will catch up with you and you have to go with your instinct of fight or flight.

That's what happened with me, my visibly perfect life came crumbling down to tiny little pieces. 

But maybe the problems enter your way to make you see things in a different way. That your problems were always there and you chose not to acknowledge the elephant in the room.

I mean if it's an illusion of a fantasy it ought to end someday, right?

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Altered by LuellaOpal

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Altered

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