My life (though a strangers eyes)
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Última publicación jue, feb 24, 2011
I express my self though words.... maybe thats why it hurt so bad when they stop listening, the storys i told wernt lies, he was a monster, he did things only monsters do, thats why i got the scars i have, and thats why i am scared to let myself love some one... or love me for that matter, we all have secreats, we all have hidden demions... and i am ready to share mine..... R u willing to listen?
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