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I'm fine. 

The worst words anyone can say is 

I'm fine 
You never know what fine means, it could mean "
I'm really ok" 
"I'm crying at night"
"Please just notice" 
"I am NOT fine" 
"It's too late.."
"You could have saved me"

Macy is a 17 year old and she has severe severe anxiety and bi-polar depression and was abandoned by her parents at age 4 will she learn to trust again or leave this world with out anyone to care about her?

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Anorexia
Rape
Cutting
And suicidal thoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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