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I'm fine.
The worst words anyone can say is
I'm fine
You never know what fine means, it could mean "
I'm really ok"
"I'm crying at night"
"Please just notice"
"I am NOT fine"
"It's too late.."
"You could have saved me"
Macy is a 17 year old and she has severe severe anxiety and bi-polar depression and was abandoned by her parents at age 4 will she learn to trust again or leave this world with out anyone to care about her?
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Anorexia
Rape
Cutting
And suicidal thoughts
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#4
anarexia
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