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I'm fine. 

The worst words anyone can say is 

I'm fine 
You never know what fine means, it could mean "
I'm really ok" 
"I'm crying at night"
"Please just notice" 
"I am NOT fine" 
"It's too late.."
"You could have saved me"

Macy is a 17 year old and she has severe severe anxiety and bi-polar depression and was abandoned by her parents at age 4 will she learn to trust again or leave this world with out anyone to care about her?

//||:trigger warning:||//
Anorexia
Rape
Cutting
And suicidal thoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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Nina Chime, a sixteen year old girl, dealing with many differences that others take advantage to. It's not her fault she's this way, it's more her mum's, Cheryl Kim, as she never raised her as she should've done. Nina agrees to a 'friend' to venture into a new world to distract herself from reality but finds herself remembering dreams, as well as nightmares, she's had in the past. She meets familiar faces along the way, as well as ones she must get rid of permanently. But will that happen? Understand the world of one that lives it differently by exploring with Nina what she sees and what this world entails for her. Will it be pretty? Will it be gruesome? Will she learn something? Or was it all a distraction from reality? ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ This is a mental health awareness book as many people facing mental health conditions/illnesses see the world so differently to others. They can behave and experience things others won't so for those with mental health conditions/illnesses, it would be nice if you read it. Did you learn something new? ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ Cover image: Brown, A.D.A. (2021) Why does god allow evil to exist?, Crosswalk.com. Crosswalk.com. Available at: https://www.crosswalk.com/faith/spiritual-life/why-does-god-allow-evil.html (Accessed: January 22, 2023).

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A beautiful world full of nightmares

Nina Chime, a sixteen year old girl, dealing with many differences that others take advantage to. It's not her fault she's this way, it's more her mum's, Cheryl Kim, as she never raised her as she should've done. Nina agrees to a 'friend' to venture into a new world to distract herself from reality but finds herself remembering dreams, as well as nightmares, she's had in the past. She meets familiar faces along the way, as well as ones she must get rid of permanently. But will that happen? Understand the world of one that lives it differently by exploring with Nina what she sees and what this world entails for her. Will it be pretty? Will it be gruesome? Will she learn something? Or was it all a distraction from reality? ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ This is a mental health awareness book as many people facing mental health conditions/illnesses see the world so differently to others. They can behave and experience things others won't so for those with mental health conditions/illnesses, it would be nice if you read it. Did you learn something new? ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ Cover image: Brown, A.D.A. (2021) Why does god allow evil to exist?, Crosswalk.com. Crosswalk.com. Available at: https://www.crosswalk.com/faith/spiritual-life/why-does-god-allow-evil.html (Accessed: January 22, 2023).