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Tonight is the same with the other nights, even though she is physically exhausted from her work; it seems that her mind is still full of energy. It won't stop from thinking; the sad part is it only lingers to that one person, one memory and the most painful part of her life. Even though she tries to block those and shut her eyes it still remains there, it keeps taunting and haunting her. Why can't she just move on, it's not that she did not try, she gave her efforts, and it just seems that her mind wants to but her heart won't cooperate. Besides who would want to still be awake up until midnight or wake up in the middle of the night and the cause of that is a ghost from her past that still has a power over her present. She doesn't want her future to be ruined because of her past. Deep in her heart she wants to move on, be happy, and be the same old Yuri. She feels like she lost herself, her identity, when the one person she thought she would share forever with broke his promise.

She used to be outgoing, fun to be with, cool, energetic, caring and kind. Now people see her as aloof, cold, kill joy, boring and not capable of loving or caring. It seems that she's void of any emotions. Sometimes she thinks if she's human after all. She is devastated and broken, but that was 3 years ago. Why can't she move on?All Rights Reserved

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Never Fall (English-enhanced Version) by DSPRDNGMNNLT

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ᴍɪɴᴇ | ʙᴛs ʜʏʙʀɪᴅ ғғ

"Didn't you--Didn't you say you liked... when I overpowered you." I gnawed on my lip as my eyes fluttered to a close when his large hand sensually groped at my bare breast, thumb rolling my hardening nub under the digit. "I said I was a switch Sunhee." A low growl sounded directly in my ear, breath fanning the skin. Lips took my earlobe in his mouth, a playful tongue flicking at the flesh every so often. "𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙗 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙙." ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚ Hybrids and their soulmates. It's a simple concept that many humans have grown to understand over the years. A concept many crave to become a part of. Albeit, that doesn't guarantee the simple success in finding their mate. In fact, it's a process that can easily span for several years--several years with a large gaping hole in the center of their heart. And in Sunhee's case, she had seven aching holes, seven colorless marks that reminded her daily that she was mateless. For two years, she's been without any of her mates, and she had started to get pissed off with the universe for not even sparing her one. So when she gradually began to find her soulmates, she became the most ecstatic hybrid of them all. Her days of being romantically alone had came to an end, and she was undoubtedly content with her new beginning with them. She just didn't realize that they were kinda... ravenous. And clingy. And too fucking fine. TW‼️: This story will--eventually--contain HEAVY smut, so if that's not your cup of tea I'd highly advise against reading this! Frequent cursing, violence, kinks (bdsm, exhibitionism, etc.), and mild sexual assault will also be present. Viewer discretion is advised! (Longer chapters ahead, just a warning for people who don't fw that) Started: 06.21.2024 Published: 08.9.2024 Finished: