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Tonight is the same with the other nights, even though she is physically exhausted from her work; it seems that her mind is still full of energy. It won't stop from thinking; the sad part is it only lingers to that one person, one memory and the most painful part of her life. Even though she tries to block those and shut her eyes it still remains there, it keeps taunting and haunting her. Why can't she just move on, it's not that she did not try, she gave her efforts, and it just seems that her mind wants to but her heart won't cooperate. Besides who would want to still be awake up until midnight or wake up in the middle of the night and the cause of that is a ghost from her past that still has a power over her present. She doesn't want her future to be ruined because of her past. Deep in her heart she wants to move on, be happy, and be the same old Yuri. She feels like she lost herself, her identity, when the one person she thought she would share forever with broke his promise.

She used to be outgoing, fun to be with, cool, energetic, caring and kind. Now people see her as aloof, cold, kill joy, boring and not capable of loving or caring. It seems that she's void of any emotions. Sometimes she thinks if she's human after all. She is devastated and broken, but that was 3 years ago. Why can't she move on?All Rights Reserved

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ᴍɪɴᴇ | ʙᴛs ʜʏʙʀɪᴅ ғғ by KoyaClara24

"Didn't you--Didn't you say you liked... when I overpowered you." I gnawed on my lip as my eyes fluttered to a close when his large hand sensually groped at my bare breast, thumb rolling my hardening nub under the digit. "I said I was a switch Sunhee." A low growl sounded directly in my ear, breath fanning the skin. Lips took my earlobe in his mouth, a playful tongue flicking at the flesh every so often. "𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙗 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙙." ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚ Hybrids and their soulmates. It's a simple concept that many humans have grown to understand over the years. A concept many crave to become a part of. Albeit, that doesn't guarantee the simple success in finding their mate. In fact, it's a process that can easily span for several years--several years with a large gaping hole in the center of their heart. And in Sunhee's case, she had seven aching holes, seven colorless marks that reminded her daily that she was mateless. For two years, she's been without any of her mates, and she had started to get pissed off with the universe for not even sparing her one. So when she gradually began to find her soulmates, she became the most ecstatic hybrid of them all. Her days of being romantically alone had came to an end, and she was undoubtedly content with her new beginning with them. She just didn't realize that they were kinda... ravenous. And clingy. And too fucking fine. TW‼️: This story will--eventually--contain HEAVY smut, so if that's not your cup of tea I'd highly advise against reading this! Frequent cursing, violence, kinks (bdsm, exhibitionism, etc.), and mild sexual assault will also be present. Viewer discretion is advised! (Longer chapters ahead, just a warning for people who don't fw that) Started: 06.21.2024 Published: 08.9.2024 Finished:

Sanely Yours by Ashra45786543

-- PROLOGUE "Let me get this straight. We have nothing in between us, except for the deal we made that day" he spoke in a monotonous tone. "I am the one carrying your name behind me; we are married. how can you say we have nothing in between us? Huh" She yelled at him, tears blurred her vision, and she spoke her heart to him. "For god's sake, this marriage was to save you! Can't you get that? I did not do it willingly, I do not love you!!" He yelled back at her, shattering her heart into pieces. "Why can't you just love me?" She spoke, as she cried the tears of hurt, and pain. Her heart thumped loudly due to the shivering sensation She felt all over her body. "I never made a commitment to you, or gave you any false hope, neither did i say that i love you. Did i?" He asked her, in a very cold tone. She looked at him through her teary eyes. It's getting difficult for her to even breathe. "It was your eyes, the damn eyes. Who gave me the false hope. They say, "Eyes speak the truth," but what about mine? Couldn't you feel the sincerity within them, expressing my deep affection for you? Why didn't you see the love shining in them? Was it too complex to understand? Couldn't you notice the warmth as they gazed at you? They search for you in every corner, If only you realized how they silently echoed the emotions I couldn't articulate. They say, "Eyes never deceive." But what about yours? They played a trick on me when they met mine, painting a facade of a world that wasn't real. They made me feel loved, Leading me into a belief that crumbled, louder than your spoken promises. Why did they betray me? Was it your eyes or you that masked the truth?" He stayed still, not moving or saying anything at her statement. --

AMBIVALENCE : "I Love Hating You" ( Jungkook🔞+) by Taevya369

His naked chest pressed against her exposed bosoms as he leaned his face dangerously closer to her and spread her legs wide and settled himself between them making her blood to ran cold and her whole body to quivered when she felt his harden shaft to pressed against her core.. "Remember when 3 years ago ,that night we did this and I told you I LOVE LOVING YOU....KIM Y/N.."He muttered with his husky voice while gazing at her watery eyes which continued to shed more tears abruptly realising how badly she was going to get ruined by the only person she forever loved and desired to have... "Now we're going to do this again.. But ... " He whispered and leaned more closer to her face and spoke "The only difference is that... " They both stared deep into each other's eyes ....until she felt him to forcefully slammed himself inside her fully at once making her eyes to burnt up with tears and her entire body to teared apart harshly.. "NOW I LOVE HATING YOU, JEON Y/N....." When Destiny Brings Two People Together In Love And Than Teared Them Apart Only To Bound Them Together Again but In Hate. What Happen When The Person Who Claims To Love Loving You With His Everything make you feel like "I LOVE HATING YOU " Read to find out #1-Namjoon💜 #5-BtsV💜 #1-Hate💜 #3-Jin💜 Warning🔞 Mature and Sensitive Content, Sexually Explicit Detailed scenes.. Viewers discretion is advised.. Read at your own risk

I'll wait...✅ by Inspireskook

The man pulled my neck harshly over to his side and slammed my head onto a wall as I hear jinso's cries on the side... I couldn't move... My arms were weak compared to the man and I only had one person in my mind. " sweety.... What did you say earlier?" He smirked as he leans in closer to my face. My soon the cries and muffles that I hear was replaced with a huge ringing in my ear. The man stares into my eyes and caress my cheek. " are you heartbroken that he doesn't love you?" He pouted sarcastically. " aww... Is someone sad?" He added. I coughed as his hand squeezed me to the point I couldn't hear. My throat was burning in pain as a picture of Jungkook popped in my head... The only time he smiles genuinely..... He suddenly threw my body towards a wall as I fell down numb. He came towards me and smirk. " your a tough one huh?" He kicks my stomach. " l-let her g-go" I manage to say as I catch my breath. " why should I?" He crossed his hands over his chest. I leaned my head against the floor. " I-I'll offer you me..... a-and you l-let her go." I coughed out blood. " ah~ why would you? I thought you like kookie? Why leave him." He crouched down to see my eyes in the dimly lighted warehouse. " I-I love him....." I choked as I held my chest. It hurts so bad.. All this pain.... " mhm. You do? Then why would you save her? When you can just offer her to me?" He asked. I glared at him before turning my gaze to her. " s-she's the one w-who puts a smile o-on his face....." I stammered as it was getting hard to talk. My tears flowed down my eyes as I said those painful words. " s-she makes h-him happy. And i would do anything... J-just to s-see that s-smile o-of his." I fight to open my eyes as I felt blood dripping from my head. " I'll do anything... F-for him..... Even i-if I-it cost me m-my life....."

His and Her Destined Place [Lisa And Hyungwon SHORT STORY] [COMPLETED] by ianeleandicho

"the stars are shining bright again" he said as he looked at the night sky. "of course they are, that's their job, to shine in the dark" she answered smiling. "it's beautiful isn't it" she continued looking at the man who is using her lap as his pillow. He looked deeply into her eyes. "yes, very beautiful" he answered and they both smiled. Holding her hand, he believes that there's nothing more important than her. He wasted a lot of time already flirting with all the girls that he can get. But with her, everything is different. She's different. And he wanted her. A relationship with her. She, on the other hand is a cheerful woman. A girl full of smiles and charms. But she didn't know. She took everything as a joke. Because for her, that's what she is. A joke. It's a joke that she's alive, it's funny that she's alive. Being the tomboy that she decided to be, she shut all the people out. Specially all of the people who wanted to shit on her. She always gets revenge by not doing anything but just smile. That's how he fell in love. But, what can happen? They're best friends. They've been together since they could remember. They can't just ruin what they have by taking the step and label what they are. He won't hurt her. But she don't want to be away from him. What will happen if they discover about being lonely? What will happen if they go back in time but destiny will just repeat itself? What if they both meet another person and they will feel complete? What if, he moved on and by that time she wanted to try it with him? What if, she has another man and he wanted to fix their relationship? But, what sort of relationship? Friendship is all that they have. She wanted to be loved, true love. He wants her attention. He wanted to try. But she won't take the risk.

Fix me with your obsession //BTS Ff by lovemyselfandbts07

--He's a sin she's willing to commit and confess to God to seek forgiveness so that she can sin again freshly... But the moment she sees him an unknown irritation rises in her maybe it's kind of nervousness... Who knows.... --She's an angel who's like an enemy to him who himself is a Devil.. Oh how he wishes to stain her angelic soul with his dark one... But he doesn't know the darkness she's hiding in her heart.... __When can these parallels collide??__ "Baby girl! I know you are enjoying your food but if you don't stop that sound now, I'll be the reason you'll be making those sounds instead of food with my name screamed while the whole plane knows how much you're enjoying me. Better to shut that pretty mouth of yours if you don't want that. Don't want to bend here, right? So.." "Thank you for your kind words mister. I'm enjoying my food and I'll take your advice, but" then I leaned forward and whispered to him "I may castrate you before you do that. You may never get the chance of your enjoyment you are talking about. Be careful with your words and behaviour." *___*___*___*___*___*___* "Why can't you just leave me alone...." "Because I know you need me darling..." "No..I don't need anyone and mostly I would never need you...." he suddenly pulled me to him and started grazing his hands on my waist and came closer to my ear ... then whispered the words which made me shiver ... "say that again my sweet wine.. I'll fuck you right here, on this table, with the blinds open so that everyone can see how much you need me.." This is my first ever story that I'm working on, so forgive me for any kind of mistakes.... ________________________________________________ All rights reserved. This story is published subject to the condition that it shall not be reproduced or retransmitted in whole or in part, in any manner, without the written consent of the copyright holder, and any infringement of this is a violation of copyright law.

A Mission for Life or death. by Whitewolfspirit29

When Sailor Moon is sick, like super sick her last fight caused a curse on her. She has only a short time before the curse will kill her and she will die. So, when she realizes where she has to go to stop it but the challenge is getting to the Jewel Shards first or if she can get the jewel, she might be able to stop her curse. but if she fails to get the cure or find a cure that can save her life. So, time is limited and not only that she found out that Darien has been hiding secrets from her for so long, but he's also got a second girlfriend that she just found out about. So, Rei and the others didn't know about her curse they didn't even hear the villain that cursed her tell her this when she defeated him because her friends were passed out and they took Darien's side and understood his feelings for wanting a normal life even if they never will have one. But Rei also admitted that she slept with Darien too so the girls sort of backstabbed Serena since she was his secret girlfriend. So, feeling hopeless but she still held faith that she'd find hope and the cure that might save her. So she didn't tell them the truth, she wished them luck and happiness and went on her way with a smile, which confused them all. She went to only one Trista and she told her the truth and what she had to do, so Trista opened the gate of time so Serena could go back and try to save herself before it was too late, but getting the jewel would prove to be more difficult than she realizes, especially when she touches the hearts of those who also seek it. Read it.

"HIS CAPTIVE DESIRE" (JJK 🔞+FF) by Taevya369

"So now tell me do you want me to fuck you like that hmm..?" He smirked coming dangerously closer to her face "Leave me and go fuck your precious girlfriend" She snapped trying to freed her pinned wrists from his grip "Hmm.....So You are jealous ". He retorted tightening his grip making her hissed " Aah.. ..Leave me I hate you ..." "No You can never leave Me. ". Her body filled with complete anger hearing his words and watching his grin " Why Why. I can't leave you??Didn't you tell me that I am your nothing but just a fucking responsibility whom you just have to hold Captive.." She yelled at his face making him coming insanely closer to her that their lips almost touched.. And he huskily whispered against her lips "Yes....You are this Jeon Jungkook's Captive but yet you captivated him because of His own Sinistic Desires..." With this he pressed his lips against her capturing them into a needy lustful kiss and groaled during the kiss "His Desire.... HIS CAPTIVE DESIRE" ∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆∆ Krystal Wilson, a happy and cheerful girl who learnt to love everything that her fate brought to her except him. JEON JUNGKOOK because of her past She hated every thing about him ,his eyes, his face even his name but she loathed the fact that she had no one excepted him in this entire world, that she was his Captive Jeon Jungkook, a devil in Human disguise ,who didn't even cared for anything and anyone in this whole world except her. She was his one and only responsibility which he had to fulfilled even if it took his own life because of his promise. He would even ripped out those eyes which tried to fall on her shadow with any kind of bad intentions. He made her too forbidden for this world But what will happen when his own dangerous tempting Desires get in his way and what will he do when she becomes "HIS CAPTIVE DESIRE" Warning Contains smut and mature content

THE RETURN | Kirill Ivanov by tearsonmytshirt

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ᴍɪɴᴇ | ʙᴛs ʜʏʙʀɪᴅ ғғ cover

Sanely Yours cover

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I'll wait...✅ cover

His and Her Destined Place [Lisa And Hyungwon SHORT STORY] [COMPLETED] cover

Fix me with your obsession //BTS Ff cover

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ᴍɪɴᴇ | ʙᴛs ʜʏʙʀɪᴅ ғғ

"Didn't you--Didn't you say you liked... when I overpowered you." I gnawed on my lip as my eyes fluttered to a close when his large hand sensually groped at my bare breast, thumb rolling my hardening nub under the digit. "I said I was a switch Sunhee." A low growl sounded directly in my ear, breath fanning the skin. Lips took my earlobe in his mouth, a playful tongue flicking at the flesh every so often. "𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖 𝙨𝙪𝙗 𝙞𝙣 𝙗𝙚𝙙." ꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚꒷︶꒷꒥꒷‧₊˚ Hybrids and their soulmates. It's a simple concept that many humans have grown to understand over the years. A concept many crave to become a part of. Albeit, that doesn't guarantee the simple success in finding their mate. In fact, it's a process that can easily span for several years--several years with a large gaping hole in the center of their heart. And in Sunhee's case, she had seven aching holes, seven colorless marks that reminded her daily that she was mateless. For two years, she's been without any of her mates, and she had started to get pissed off with the universe for not even sparing her one. So when she gradually began to find her soulmates, she became the most ecstatic hybrid of them all. Her days of being romantically alone had came to an end, and she was undoubtedly content with her new beginning with them. She just didn't realize that they were kinda... ravenous. And clingy. And too fucking fine. TW‼️: This story will--eventually--contain HEAVY smut, so if that's not your cup of tea I'd highly advise against reading this! Frequent cursing, violence, kinks (bdsm, exhibitionism, etc.), and mild sexual assault will also be present. Viewer discretion is advised! (Longer chapters ahead, just a warning for people who don't fw that) Started: 06.21.2024 Published: 08.9.2024 Finished: