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THE DIARY

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Tonight is the same with the other nights, even though she is physically exhausted from her work; it seems that her mind is still full of energy. It won't stop from thinking; the sad part is it only lingers to that one person, one memory and the most painful part of her life. Even though she tries to block those and shut her eyes it still remains there, it keeps taunting and haunting her. Why can't she just move on, it's not that she did not try, she gave her efforts, and it just seems that her mind wants to but her heart won't cooperate. Besides who would want to still be awake up until midnight or wake up in the middle of the night and the cause of that is a ghost from her past that still has a power over her present. She doesn't want her future to be ruined because of her past. Deep in her heart she wants to move on, be happy, and be the same old Yuri. She feels like she lost herself, her identity, when the one person she thought she would share forever with broke his promise.

She used to be outgoing, fun to be with, cool, energetic, caring and kind. Now people see her as aloof, cold, kill joy, boring and not capable of loving or caring. It seems that she's void of any emotions. Sometimes she thinks if she's human after all. She is devastated and broken, but that was 3 years ago. Why can't she move on?All Rights Reserved

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A Change of Heart Pt.3 (Jungkook x Lisa)

She has experienced a memory loss and can't remember anything, but they are slowly coming back. However, when her memories came back, it made her miserable. She can't go back because she has committed her sin behind Jungkook's back. She can't forgive herself for forgetting the love of her life. It made Jungkook furious that she is always pushing him away and always in denial. Therefore, her heart has changed because of him. There are times whereas in real life, people have always had the change of their hearts in a bad or good ways. Though they were born to have bad behaviors due to having loneliness, depression, and many more, sometimes there are times when something unexpectedly could change their lives around if things change.