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I'm 21, And I'm Learning How To Live In This World
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Ongoing, First published Nov 04, 2016
Like the title says, this is just me venting to the internet.  I'm not writing this to get help or responses, I just need it OUT.
So, enjoy if that's what gets your jollies off.
If not, well then, sympathize, empathize, pity, hate, love, like, etc. Do what you will.
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