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If I Lose Myself

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Reads 31,355
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Parts 27
Time 10h 4m

If there's anything worse than death, it's losing one's self.

19 years after the Second Wizarding War, we only managed to hear snippets of Draco Malfoy and his wife, Astoria (nee Greengrass). Eventually, then, the untimely death of the witch. We only knew of a Greengrass family curse that managed to kill her -- but such an ancestral curse goes as far as its involvement with the Malfoys.

Let us take you back several years, when the world was so cruel and dark that a single ray of light would die in an instant.

The Dark Lord has returned, and only so much can happen in the span of dark times. If I Lose Myself follows the lives of Astoria Greengrass and Draco Malfoy during the return of the Dark Lord, how they came to be and how they conquered their own demons.

This is losing themselves, but finding each other in the heart of a war.All Rights Reserved

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The Newbie (Gistoria)(Completed) by Turtlefreakakw2

After Draco was kicked off the quidditch team they needed a replacement. And who else would be a great seeker other than Astoria Greengrass. Her sixth year will definitely be a very interesting year as instead of problems with the Dark Lord terrorizing the wizarding world, she somehow manages to fall for a red headed Chaser on the Gryffindor quidditch team. Of course she doesn't want to date the poor girl because that would only lead to heartbreak as Astoria's inevitable death is nearing. And worst of all she has to live up to her older sister Daphne who was then entering her eighth year. How will all this pressure affect her mental state, I guess we'll never know.... Warning: Not for the faint hearted.

Dead Girl Walking (Draco x Astoria) by BLACKDAHLIA_1

"Astoria, you should do me a favour." He paused, and said, "You should just go." She blinked multiple times. "Go? Go where? I just got here." "No, I mean just go away. Go start your job, go buy your house, and go forget about me." 🥧 This story follows the character of Astoria Greengrass after the war, as she navigates her blood malediction, and her final year at a seemingly normal school life. Her family seems to pay attention to her less and less, and when all seems lost, it gets worse, when a certain rude person will not leave her alone to let her die peacefully. 🥧 My first Drastoria! Give it a chance 😜 I own none of the characters except Ella Polarwright, all rights to JK Rowling. I don't own the cover!!!!!!!! I have more stories on my profile!!!!!!!!!!!

||Now It's Just Us|| by dylan_keeper

The world left behind after the war and Voldemort's demise looks perfect at first glance. Look deeper, and you will know different. Everyone is either broken, or breaking, or lost, and everyone is fighting their own demons. Hermione Granger is lost. The Chosen One lives in an ocean of guilt. Ginny Weasley has to take care of her entire broken hearted family. Draco Malfoy is missing. ~None of these characters are owned by me, they all belong to J K Rowling~

Fortunate Misfortune ( A Draco Malfoy Fan Fiction) by violettbluegreenn

Its his last year at Hogwarts and former Hogwarts bully, Draco Malfoy just wants to clean up his act and get through the year. Maybe even apply for a potions fellowship and date Astoria Greengrass. His plan seems perfect on paper except for a minor hiccup in the form of a feisty Hufflepuff girl... ** "Everything feels...easier with you." He mumbled quietly. "It doesn't feel that way with anyone else." "I know." *** "Say that again." He whispered, gently pressing his forehead to hers. "My name, the way you said it Esme, Please." "Draco."

Love protection (book 1: to be loved) by Littleworldsofmine

In a quiet small town, Abby starts a new job, full of promise and hope, until she crosses paths with Samuel Greengrass. A former Hogwarts student, Samuel is desperately trying to distance himself from his family heritage, his years at Hogwarts, his name and expectations. He's a Greengrass, whether he likes it or not. His sister Astoria works in St Mungo's Hospital, she is starting a relationship with Drago, now an healer. The war is over for seven years. When their paths cross, there's an instant connection between them, an attraction, but they come from two very different worlds, ignoring each other entirely. Abby Holt, dazzles him, making him stammer. What's going on, he wonders? A Muggle and a wizard can only create so much, but she dazzles him. First part of a 3 parts story !

The Girl Who Found Hope [2] by ZoeSaunders0

"The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord and sway the Great War approaches... Born at the beginning of the year of the year before the first finale... Joining forces with the Chosen one, she will help defeat the Dark Lord... The Dark Lord will mark her as his ally, but she will have loyalties that he knows not... Holding the strongest wand in existence, the side she stands in the Great War will determine who comes out victorious... She holds the greatest power inside that no one can compare... But she cannot live while the other two survive... The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord and sway the Great War approaches... Born at the beginning of the year of the year before the first finale... " ~*~ Evangeline Lewis has had her life laid out in front of her before she was even born, all because of one prophecy. A prophecy that brings her into the middle of the war against Lord Voldemort. A prophecy that leaves her living a lie... For Evangeline Lewis doesn't exist... But Cassiopeia Reid does, and she's living her life as a lie. She's hiding who she truly is and having to be surrounded by secrets and pain. But despite her hidden identity, she's still brought into the middle of the war... For no-one chooses their destiny, and no-one can escape it... Second book in the Cassiopeia Reid series. [Book 2:POA and GOF] TW: MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF HARMING AND ABUSE I DO NOT OWN Harry Potter I DO NOT OWN any images or videos used. I ONLY OWN any characters and dialogue not in the Harry Potter series

Draco's Wife by WhatswrongwithBEY

Ever wonder how Draco fell in love and married his future wife Astoria Greengrass? Travel through the years of Hogwarts in a slightly different way, what if Draco knew his wife before he finished his years at Hogwarts. Astoria, nicknamed Attie, is just starting school when she meets 3rd year, Draco Malfoy. No spoilers, but its not what she was expecting. Find out in this story of love, adventure, and fan fiction. All events will be taken from the movies and from the books. Attie's character will mainly focus on reacting to the things Draco does in the movies and general plots in the books, but she does have her own life and ideals to uphold. She is what I like to call: one of the best types of plot fillers; an actual character in the books with her own back story. Nothing she does will change Draco's part in the story, but thoughts and ideas behind a lot of his actions will be thoroughly explained and experienced. This book is completed, but is being made better as of May 29th, 2018

Marriage of convenience (Draco x Astoria) by nesseire

Mr. and Mrs. Malfoy have just agreed to the marriage of their son Draco with Astoria Greengrass. Will Draco manage to escape a marriage of convenience? Or will he fall into the clutches of love?

Draco and the Old Man by fangirlsarecray

**Book 3/4 in the TATM series** After the war, Draco Malfoy kept himself as a recluse. He was in such a dark place and was having trouble coping. He only ever left that dark place after he met his beloved wife, Astoria. She, and their son Scorpius, became his whole life. Draco whole believed in doing everything for those two. After Astoria fell ill, Draco was devastated. He grew into an obsessive state trying to find a cure for her and it brought him back to that dark place in his soul. Once Astoria passed away, it drew Draco over the edge. Read this short tale of what Draco felt he had to do. COMPLETE

Secrets and Snakes - A Draco Malfoy Story by serpentsandsongbirds

"Everything about this is wrong." "If this is wrong, then I don't want to be right. All I want is you, my love." . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Astoria Greengrass has been in love with Draco Malfoy since she was 6 years old. So when her parents arrange a marriage between Draco and Astoria's older sister, Daphne, she's heartbroken. And that's putting it mildly. Astoria tries to put on a happy face for her big sister and move on from her childhood love. But that's not easy when Draco begins to develop feelings for his fiancee's younger sister, feelings that were lost years ago. They know their love can't go on but behind closed doors, their lips find each other's in moments of heated passion that cannot be contained. Their relationship is forbidden and yet it blooms in the shadows of Hogwarts anyway. Still, with a wedding looming, Draco is forced to make a choice: which Greengrass will be there at the end of the aisle? Secrets and Snakes is a romance with childhood sweethearts, secret and forbidden love, and arranged marriage tropes. It is book #2 in the Slytherin Boys Series but can be read as a standalone. Highest ranking: #1 in Drastoria

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The Newbie (Gistoria)(Completed) cover

Dead Girl Walking (Draco x Astoria) cover

||Now It's Just Us|| cover

Fortunate Misfortune ( A Draco Malfoy Fan Fiction) cover

Love protection (book 1: to be loved) cover

The Girl Who Found Hope [2] cover

Draco's Wife cover

Marriage of convenience (Draco x Astoria) cover

Draco and the Old Man cover

Secrets and Snakes - A Draco Malfoy Story cover

The Newbie (Gistoria)(Completed)

After Draco was kicked off the quidditch team they needed a replacement. And who else would be a great seeker other than Astoria Greengrass. Her sixth year will definitely be a very interesting year as instead of problems with the Dark Lord terrorizing the wizarding world, she somehow manages to fall for a red headed Chaser on the Gryffindor quidditch team. Of course she doesn't want to date the poor girl because that would only lead to heartbreak as Astoria's inevitable death is nearing. And worst of all she has to live up to her older sister Daphne who was then entering her eighth year. How will all this pressure affect her mental state, I guess we'll never know.... Warning: Not for the faint hearted.