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If I Lose Myself

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Reads 31,870
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Parts 27
Time 10h 4m

If there's anything worse than death, it's losing one's self.

19 years after the Second Wizarding War, we only managed to hear snippets of Draco Malfoy and his wife, Astoria (nee Greengrass). Eventually, then, the untimely death of the witch. We only knew of a Greengrass family curse that managed to kill her -- but such an ancestral curse goes as far as its involvement with the Malfoys.

Let us take you back several years, when the world was so cruel and dark that a single ray of light would die in an instant.

The Dark Lord has returned, and only so much can happen in the span of dark times. If I Lose Myself follows the lives of Astoria Greengrass and Draco Malfoy during the return of the Dark Lord, how they came to be and how they conquered their own demons.

This is losing themselves, but finding each other in the heart of a war.All Rights Reserved

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Running Out of Time by TheSpellerofDreams

"It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death." ~Jim Morrison Astoria Greengrass has always been different. She doesn't know how or why. Draco Malfoy's always been distant. Maybe together than can figure it all out. "You're really going to do this." He really had to make me say it. "I don't know what you're talking about." "I think you do." Takes place throughout the 3-7th books. All the original characters and story plot is mine and copyrighted. Plagiarism will not be tolerated. Thanks for reading!

Malediction: the love and life of Astoria Malfoy by hermionescappuccino

"She could always help me find light in the darkness." Weakening her, wilting her, a blood malediction poisons her. Astoria Greengrass was never destined for much. Never destined for love, or adventure -- never destined for life. But despite it all, the fates, the stars, destiny -- a life, she lives. And what a wonderful one it is. In her unexpected romance with Draco Malfoy, she discovers that just being alive and truly living are two different things. part one of the 'Astoria Greengrass' series

The Newbie (Gistoria)(Completed) by Turtlefreakakw2

After Draco was kicked off the quidditch team they needed a replacement. And who else would be a great seeker other than Astoria Greengrass. Her sixth year will definitely be a very interesting year as instead of problems with the Dark Lord terrorizing the wizarding world, she somehow manages to fall for a red headed Chaser on the Gryffindor quidditch team. Of course she doesn't want to date the poor girl because that would only lead to heartbreak as Astoria's inevitable death is nearing. And worst of all she has to live up to her older sister Daphne who was then entering her eighth year. How will all this pressure affect her mental state, I guess we'll never know.... Warning: Not for the faint hearted.

THE CURSE ⸺ Draco Malfoy by emsillly

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Infatuation is never a good thing, especially for newly found deatheater, Draco Malfoy. Feelings of any sort, for any one, would only put his heart at risk of being broke. With the dark lord on the rise again, Draco cannot risk being infatuated with another but when Juliet Walter's catches his eye and pulls him in with her mysterious demeanour, he finds himself in the biggest predicament of his life...please his father and keep his family alive or put his life on the line to keep her safe? (18+ story- swearing, violence, mentions of suicide, alcohol use, sexual content) I do not own any characters except for my original character. The plot loosely follows that of the Harry Potter franchise but a lot is changed to accommodate my character.

||Now It's Just Us|| by dylan_keeper

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Tied To Green - A Drarry Fanfic by withluvchloemarie

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