How to be Pretty
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  • Reads 754
  • Votes 10
  • Parts 43
  • Time 48m
Ongoing, First published Nov 04, 2016
TRIGGER WARNING 
This a diary I have decided to starts, since all of my therapist are begging me to do so.
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Trauma Ruined My LIfe (The Real-Life Journal Of An Abuser)

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It was October 2023, and my now-ex-fiance had moved out of our trailer for good. I decided to end our relationship and thought I had emotionally moved on from them. I was wrong-dead wrong. What followed them moving out was something I could not have ever thought to experience. I began to experience extreme mood swings, controlling behavior, self-esteem issues, and a new-found addiction to alcohol. This was just the tip of the iceberg, as I was constantly flirting with suicide on a daily basis. I could not begin to even tell you about how I went through an emo phase, a "man hoe" phase, and multiple other phases as well due to my deteriorating mental health. I began to document my everyday life after our split through two separate journals over a twelve-month span. This is the true tale of how a breakup brought me to the realization that I was an abuser and that I became the same monster that I swore not to become as a kid. This is how trauma ruined my life, and how it will ruin yours too.