Fighting Myself
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Last published Tue, Nov 8, 2016
Sometimes, your greatest enemy is yourself.
Aubrey is an 18 year old introvert, who unfortunately suffers from sporadic anxiety attacks. Because of this, she prefers not to go out with friends or talk to guys, because she's too scared of making a fool of herself if she possibly has a panic attack. Although her best friend, Sabine, is on a mission to change her and introduce her to the world of boys and partying. Aubrey wants to experience romance, pleasure and social fun, but she's afraid her anxiety will take over her and stop her from doing whatever she wants. Aubrey's true mission, is to fight herself and defeat the little voice in her head. But will she be able to do it all by herself, or might it actually take a potential love interest, which she's never had before, to motivate her?
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