Your Petals Are My Thorns
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  • MGA BUMASA 2,084
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  • Mga Parte 1
  • Oras 30m
  • MGA BUMASA 2,084
  • Mga Boto 155
  • Mga Parte 1
  • Oras 30m
itstheshyauthor
Kumpleto, Unang na-publish Nov 05, 2016
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Dan likes flowers. That's why he grows them on his thighs whenever he has forbidden thoughts about other men. When Phil comes into his life, Dan's small garden grows into a field.

Prompt: Christian!Dan punish himself by cutting a flower on his leg every time he has a gay thought. He has been able to keep it low-key up until this point, but when KindaSatanic!Phil shows up, Dan grows a hole garden on his leg. Will Phil be able to save Dan before it is to late?

TW: Self-harm
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