''Damn it Chloe! Stop being stubborn again'' - he punched the corner of the wall as he let his ranging anger to flow over him. I never seen him so angry before, I could see so much emotion in his eyes right now that are new to me,..anger, helpless and scared?but why? '' I know, but you said to yourself Eric, 4 months ago that I will no longer last at least 6 months to live and there is no anyone could do anything about it.'' I said calmly to him. I took a long breath and continued to speak ''I am dying and the surgery of yours won't change anything.'' I know my voice didn't hide my true emotion that I was sad and scared. I thought I accepted my fate a long time ago but these past months everything changed. I started to want life and every time I thought of dying I tremble in fear. And this all began when I met him.