"I knew it was him from the way my heart couldn't carry a steady rhythm."
Pero teka, sinong 'him' yun? Eh kung isang araw ay napaligiran ka na lang ng mga gods, de joke, mga angel, de joke uli, mga nilalang na talaga namang can knock you off the ground.
Siya si Momoyo Jade Dobson, 'Yo' for short. Isang babaeng baliw na parang lalake na may inner cold and deep side. Sino ang pipiliin niya? Tulungan mo nga! Kawawa na oh! BWAHAHA
Sino ang pipilliin mo?
Yung isa, yung taong parang walang pakialam sa'yo. Minsan akala mo he cares na tapos mamaya asshole na naman. Bigla nalang siyang mawawala at babalik ung emotionless facade. Nakakainis siya kasi kahit parang wala siyang emotions eh unti-unti ka na din nahuhulog sa charms nya. Paano na? Eh ayaw pa naman nito sa mga girls lalo na sa mga fan girls. Ni hindi mo alam kung ano ba iniisip ni kumag. The selfish, emotionless, detached, elite, conceited, cool, cold bastard-slash-total hotness-slash-walking god ba ang pipiliin nya? O...
Yung taong nagpapakacorny para sa'yo. Isa ring anghel na nilapag na ang pagiging cool guy para lang maging cheesy sa'yo. Isang hottie na ginagawa ang lahat para sa'yo pero dahil manhid ang lola mo, hindi mapansin-pansin. Akala mo, hindi lang siya sa'yo ganun. Pero hindi mo alam, ikaw lang. Kasi nga you're the one daw.
O yung...
Yung kababata mo pala na mahal na mahal ka simula nung bata ka. Kaso sa kinasamaang palad, nakalimutan mo siya. Pero lahat gagawin niya para maalala mo yung dati. Laging andyan para sa'yo kaso hindi mo makita-kita.
Your Prince Charming or your Knight-in-Shining-Armor? Or baka naman yung Villain?
Tama naman ba desisyon mo? O gg na?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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