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Jung Hoseok is beginning to feel as if he isn't very important in the group, and is starting to wonder if he's just a groupie. He is slowly sinking into his secret depression, and occasionally even wants to self-harm so he feels better, but tries not to so he doesn't have a chance to be found out, though occasionally he fails to stop himself.
But one night, at a Bts concert, a boy wearing long sleeves and with eyes that say he understands him catches Jhope's eye as he dances, and Jhope is instantly intrigued.
After the show ends, Jhope rushes out to find him, and when he does, he finds himself falling in love, and as (Y/n) and Jhope grow closer, they find that more people care for them than they previously thought, but Jhope still has a secret he can't let anyone-even (Y/n)- know about, and it is that Jhope is in love with him, but (Y/n) is taken.....isn't he?
Highest ranking: No. 2 of #suicidal
Warning: Self-harm, triggering moments, angst, gay/yaoi! read at your own risk!
(( EDITING IN PROGRESS ))
"I was scared of losing my conscious mind, and falling into darkness again. I didn't want my few hours of absence to be my last. For the first time ever, I was scared I would die."
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Yoongi is depressed, stuck living in a world where everything's faded out into greys. Being an Idol has truly changed him.
Jungkook, although younger, has taken him under his wing. He's going to help him see in colours again, and remind him of true happiness.
warning - has mention of suicide, suicidal thoughts and depression. Also has homosexual themes, as well as suggested mature themes.