"Please, just stop talking to me!" Alex said fiercely to Jack.
"I'm sorry..." The younger boy whimpered.
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Jack Barakat. He's 18, anorexic, alone, unassertive and submissive. He'll do whatever anyone tells him to do. It's his nature, though. He wants to please people.
Alex Gaskarth, on the other hand, is a fierce 19 year old, never willing to back down, even after being diagnosed with Schizophrenia. Alex has been through a lot, and so has Jack. That's why they're both at a mental hospital.
Jack can't seem to shake his past and his anorexia, while Alex needs to learn to control his anger and his panic attacks.
What neither of them know is that they can repair each other. What happens when their personalities clash? Will they ever be able to find their true selves?
Contains boyxboy material, swearing, smut, drugs, self harm, violence, night terrors and rape. May be triggering to some readers.
~~THIS IS A JALEX FANFICTION~~
"It's okay, Jack" he whispered quickly, trying to offer some comfort.
He'll never know how much I appreciate that from him. He'll never know. I can't ever let him know, and I can't let him get any closer to me.
I have to let him go, and that thought alone makes me want to tear myself apart.
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Jack Barakat lived a simple life, with a simple schedule to go along with it, until he met a particularly destructive boy. Head over heels, he is desperate to be enough, resulting in a painfully escalating eating disorder that has him sent to the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs hospital, where he will meet Alex Gaskarth a year later. Alex, a self proclaimed walking disaster, puts it on himself to help Jack better himself so he can be released. Will his attempt to help make or break Jack? Is the eating disorder Jacks only problem? And is their relationship bound to become more?
(Trigger warnings listed on intro chapter)