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My thoughts

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Reads 23
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Parts 7
Time 6m

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Im just a girl who goes through bullshit and i need a place to let it out. I feel more comfortable to share things here and i am able to express myself better through this than i am in real life.I use this as a way to not pent up many feelings.All Rights Reserved

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