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Figuring It Out Myself Doesn't Mean It Won't Hurt Any Less

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Parts 9
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Reads 577
Votes 19
Parts 9
Time 59m

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This story is about a 17 year old girl who is in summer now but her boyfriend and her bestfriend isn't hanging out with her as much and she starts to follow them around and realzies he is cheating on her. She doesn't tell them she knows cause she's thinking maybe they will tell her on their own. But when her 18th bday party is on her mom (who is a complete jerk to her daughter because she blaims her for her dad leaving them) invites her new neighbour (who is really cute and only 22) over it becomes a train wreck that's waiting to happen.... Soon after everything that's happened she starts to fall in love with him but she is scared of what could happen to her again. Luckly with the new relationship comes with some of his new friends... Her dad will apear and disapear again but he only tells his daughter...Can she take it or will she give up the only thing that means the world to her.?? 
WELL I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL LIKE IT!!!All Rights Reserved

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