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Figuring It Out Myself Doesn't Mean It Won't Hurt Any Less

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Reads 577
Votes 19
Parts 9
Time 59m

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This story is about a 17 year old girl who is in summer now but her boyfriend and her bestfriend isn't hanging out with her as much and she starts to follow them around and realzies he is cheating on her. She doesn't tell them she knows cause she's thinking maybe they will tell her on their own. But when her 18th bday party is on her mom (who is a complete jerk to her daughter because she blaims her for her dad leaving them) invites her new neighbour (who is really cute and only 22) over it becomes a train wreck that's waiting to happen.... Soon after everything that's happened she starts to fall in love with him but she is scared of what could happen to her again. Luckly with the new relationship comes with some of his new friends... Her dad will apear and disapear again but he only tells his daughter...Can she take it or will she give up the only thing that means the world to her.?? 
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Victoria, a 26 year old medical billing and coding specialist, has had enough with her current position in life. Her boyfriend of six years hasn't been contributing to their relationship, and hasn't worked in months. Every day she comes home from work, he's drunk, his friends are over, and their apartment is a mess from his partying ways. She comes home to something she didn't expect to see and breaks up with him. She tries getting him to move out, in which he refuses to, and later causes a scene in front of the last person she wanted it to happen in front of. A new doctor starts at the clinic she works and learns he bought the clinic, unhappy with the way it looks and the way things were ran, he starts making changes. Once he meets Victoria, and sees what kind of attitude she has, he decides he'll have a little fun with her, pissing her off. Victoria is not a fan of the new doctor, in fact, she despises him, and comes up with a nickname for him. The doctor takes a liking to her, and senses she likes him too, even though it shows differently. He comes on to her, she responds, surprising herself. With everything going on in her life, she want's a change, is afraid of change, but after her first kiss with Doctor Jones, she becomes hooked, and wants more. She knows what she wants, and feels she will give him a chance, until someone tries killing her chances with him. Eventually the two hook up, and both end up craving for more, getting it every chance they can. Can the two continue on with their affair without their peers figuring it out? Will her ex stay out of their way? Credit for cover by www.selfpubbookcovers.com/andrewgraphics

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