Before Loving You

"Once again you hurt me and I don't know why I keep trying," I said, tears streaming down my puffy cheeks. His eyes were hurt for a moment, but then they turned cold, "Well then stop! You know I'm not a good person, I thought you learned that the first time. I don't like hurting you but I can't give you my all." and I once again found myself giving into him, "I love you, no matter how many times you hurt me, I will always forgive you. Always." I walked towards him slowly, wanting him in my arms. My fingertips brushed his sides, I longed to be in his arms. But deep down I knew I would never be in his arms again.