A missing piece to the puzzle.

A missing piece to the puzzle.

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~Degans POV~/ Prologue My name is Degan Parker I am 19 years old. I live in Canmore Alberta Canada, I have lymphoma, Lymphoma can cause weight loss and fevers. The doctors said they can't cure me and I'm going to die of extreme weight loss. That means I am losing the most special thing to me, my loving boyfriend Dakota Martin. I know it sounds dramatic when I say he's the most special thing to me but come on, give me a chance to explain. I was first diagnosed with Lymphoma when I was 16, however my parents refused to pay for the treatments, Dakotas parents found out and they said they would pay for evrything and they did, I moved in with them and they treat me like their own daughter. I still haven't told Dakota that I only have a year to live because when I do he's going to flip, after all I've still been thinking, how is he going to react when my piece of this puzzle is gone?
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"Will be there in 20?" The message from Dean reads. My brain says I should text back saying 'I will rip your balls off if you come over' or 'I am not a sex toy, you could come over and use me as and when you please' or at least a simple 'No'. But I don't. I squat next to my bed and pull out the white powder to numb the pain. I told myself that I am done with Dean and I am going to get my life back together. I cleaned up, battled withdrawals and even improved my grades. One text from him and I am snorting coke. Why do I do this to myself? Why do I let Dean treat me like trash? Why do I set myself up knowing that it's only a matter of time before he will run back to Sherley leaving me in limbo? Why? l have asked myself the same question a million times but I couldn't come up with an answer that I can use to justify myself. When it came to Dean, I was a masochist. I let him use me and discard me without any fight. Dean was my first Friend. Kiss. Sex. Love. Everything. I wanted to be his everything too. I was his first Friend. Kiss and Sex but Love.. that was Sherley. His family chauffeur's daughter. I want to be a better human and say I didn't hate her. But I am not. I am just human and I hate her with the ferocious of a thousand sun. I hate that she plays him like a fiddle and he dances to it. I hate that they fight for silly reasons and Dean comes running to me. I hate that I let him in even when I know she will reel him back in no time. I hate that he is my weakness and Sherley is his. I wished that my best friend would turn to be my lover. But he just ripped my heart out. It time to let go and move on.

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