*INSERT TITLE* - The book of spontaneous
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MatureOngoing20m
Last published Thu, Oct 12, 2017
Hello, this is just a book of random experiences, art, poetry, etc.
For the most part it'll just be where I rant, vent, Q&A, and talk about the day.
A journal to sum it up
* THIS BOOK MAY CONTAIN EXPLICIT CONTENT AND OR LANGUAGE. READER'S DISCRETION IS ADVISED*
Just a disclaimer. Not necessary, but f*ck it
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||Will-O'-The-Wisp || 💫#FreeMentalIllness ||Wattys 2020||
✿*:･ﾟPoetry ﾟ･:*✿ ~FEATURED ON WATTPAD'S POETRY LIST~ ||•WINNER Of The Recognition Awards•|| ||WINNER of The Second Ohana Awards|| ||WINNER of The Best Aesthetics In April Jane's Awards|| ||WINNER of the Constellation Awards|| ||WINNER of the Young blood Awards|| •Will-O'-The-Wisp • ❝A Misleading Elusive Goal Or Hope❞. •Magic Shop• ❝A Psychodramatic Technique Which Exchanges Fear For A Positive Attitude❞. ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Highest Ranking In Poetry and Poems- #1 ─━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━──━━━━━━⊱✿⊰━━━━━━ Here's To Those Whose Demons Crawl Inside Their Head Fighting To Be Let Out . Here's To Those Whose Minds Have Been Left Torn And Tattered After The War Against Themselves. Here's To Those Whose Minds Are Dark Labyrinths Of Thoughts, Fuelled By Their Lost Dreams And Broken Memories. ✧♬•*¨*•.｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡｡✧♬•*¨*•.✧♬•*¨*•.｡Complete
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[ A c e d i a : ennui ; state of torpor or listlessness ; spiritual apathy ] Poetry attempts / Random thoughts / Musings (P.S. I'm not very good at this, don't expect too much. Thanks)Complete
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