"The pain... it was unbearable. Yet I couldn't scream. All I could do was helplessly watch as the doctors and nurses hover over me, trying to do something; anything to save my life. To tell you the truth, I really don't care whether I live or not. Well, maybe there's this small part of me that's hoping I would, the same part in everyone that refuses to give up hope. But I know I won't make it. There's a difference in that. It makes you not really care anymore because you know that the end is coming soon." Sometimes when you know the end is coming, you can't do anything except let it happen.