My thoughts on my life. It's real, I assure you. Nothing written here is made up, no matter how good my imagination is. But you can't tell may parents what's here, because they can never know. I've never told anyone, save from my tutor at college, that I've had a few failed suicide attempts. Writing is so much easier than saying it, but once you say it you can't stop, and you end up scaring them. So here is a short piece for you. And no, I haven't been tested for any mental illnesses, despite what many might say.