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From: Becky
2:48. A.M
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Hey brother. Do you miss us?
Oblivion
It's the word that most people fear might happen to them, being forgotten.
I know someone who's dissolved into oblivion. That someone was really close to me. I loved them, they loved me, we were childhood best friends, we were siblings.
The bond between a brother and a sister is unbreakable. If you had a big brother, and he is beginning to move away from you, or is already gone, do not worry.
When the right time comes, they shall come back and apologise for being distant.
Your sibling might be going through a hard time, I know that because I've experienced it before. Your hormones would be all over the place, and you might as well want to kill yourself because of the things happening around you.
Anger was one of my main experienced moods. I would get angry easily, shout, swear, and even break anything that gets in my way.
Oh my dearest brother, I wish you would come back, come back to being my only best friend, my hero, and my saviour.
I looked up to you, and I still do. Though I wish you were here to teach me more things.
I had missed a lot of things we used to do, I missed sitting with you and having random chats, I missed the play fights we used to have, the training you used to give me, and most of all, I missed your smile.
Your happy smile that would brighten up the world. The smile that brought happiness and calm over our souls.
Now, I just wish you would come back to us, just give us a glimpse of your face. Just a glimpse so our squashed and beaten hearts could calm down and not worry about you getting harmed.
Now, all I could do, and ever might be able to do, is cry over the loss of my dear brother. Also, all I could think about is when I might see you next, that I forgot about my appetite, I forgot how to even eat. Because all I want to do is die, and hope for the best....
Sincerely,
Your sister.
Rebecca.
"You're hurting me..." I whispered. But his grip only got tighter as the pain got even more crucial. "It's what you get for stopping the party yesterday," Liam said. "I needed to," I murmured under my breath in the hopes that he would hear the weakness in my voice and let me go.
But at last, it was only hoped that made me think that way. He didn't let go; he wouldn't let go until he taught a firm lesson. No matter how many times I ask and plead for forgiveness, he is never going to go until he is satisfied.
"Were you jealous that you weren't invited? Is that why you had to sabotage the whole thing, uh?" he bit his teeth, his voice getting angrier and his hold on me crushing.
"Ow.. please...," I said tears rolling down my eyes. He didn't say anything this time just watched me cry, and I could basically see the smirk forming on his lips in slow motion. This is what he wanted for me as if it was never enough for him to see me like this. I waited for him to say something anything, but instead, he let me go aggressively and pushing past me hard, causing me to lose balance and fall to the marble floor.
I looked up to see everyone watching me struggle to get up. No one came to help, and I didn't expect them to they watched and laughed and even filmed, but no one came to my rescue.
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The fake smiles, laughter, friends I am getting sick of it all. I always felt like I didn't belong anywhere with him gone. It was even worse. It was pathetic that I thought it's okay I will get through this, but I am slipping away falling slowly. The only reason I am still holding on is for my family.
But he hurts me, bullies me, breaks me in ways I can't even describe. He has become the worst nightmare, and I can't wake up from it. There is no helping me from his sick and twisted games.
After all, he believes I was the reason for the death of his best friend.
But I have to hold on only one more year till I don't have to see him anymore. I need to survive as an outcast...