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From: Becky
2:48. A.M
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Hey brother. Do you miss us?
Oblivion
It's the word that most people fear might happen to them, being forgotten.
I know someone who's dissolved into oblivion. That someone was really close to me. I loved them, they loved me, we were childhood best friends, we were siblings.
The bond between a brother and a sister is unbreakable. If you had a big brother, and he is beginning to move away from you, or is already gone, do not worry.
When the right time comes, they shall come back and apologise for being distant.
Your sibling might be going through a hard time, I know that because I've experienced it before. Your hormones would be all over the place, and you might as well want to kill yourself because of the things happening around you.
Anger was one of my main experienced moods. I would get angry easily, shout, swear, and even break anything that gets in my way.
Oh my dearest brother, I wish you would come back, come back to being my only best friend, my hero, and my saviour.
I looked up to you, and I still do. Though I wish you were here to teach me more things.
I had missed a lot of things we used to do, I missed sitting with you and having random chats, I missed the play fights we used to have, the training you used to give me, and most of all, I missed your smile.
Your happy smile that would brighten up the world. The smile that brought happiness and calm over our souls.
Now, I just wish you would come back to us, just give us a glimpse of your face. Just a glimpse so our squashed and beaten hearts could calm down and not worry about you getting harmed.
Now, all I could do, and ever might be able to do, is cry over the loss of my dear brother. Also, all I could think about is when I might see you next, that I forgot about my appetite, I forgot how to even eat. Because all I want to do is die, and hope for the best....
Sincerely,
Your sister.
Rebecca.
Summary: This story is about an incredible unique autistic girl and her two equally incredible best friends. Will they ever get out of the friend zone?
A little taste of the story:
Is it a sin to love someone too much? To say I miss her is an understatement. I can't eat. Can't sleep. Can't function. She is constantly on my mind as she dwelled herself deep inside my heart. My heart aches for her. Every time I think of her, I smile but my heart hurts like hell because she lives far away. Too far. Sometimes all I can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before I fall apart.
Is it wrong to love someone this deeply at such an early age? I have inappropriate thoughts about her...about us. Not, as we are presently but grown up as adults. I'm jealous of my twin brother because he wants to take her from me.
I can't let go of what's making me sad because its also the only thing that makes me happy. Her.
I cannot lose her, because if I do, I will lose my best friend, my smile, my heart, my soul mate, my everything.
If it is a sin, I don't think I want to be forgiven because I truly believe that God has sent her into my life to give me something to fight for, to show me there is love in this world, to give me hope and to bring me joy. All the proof I need in God is in her. She is a gift from heaven."
⚠️WARNING ⚠️
* language
*drugs & alcohol
* violence
*assault & rape
*nudity & sex