Soon as I realized I was dead and this wasn't a sick joke I began to wonder why I was stranded here. Why I was left on this on this Earth if I had no meaning anymore. No more responsibility. No debts. No worries. Something had to hold me back for me to stay here; Something my mind isn't at rest with. I tried finding the answer to this mindful problem. Hopelessly I stared at the horizon. I thought of one thing, one person to be exact. Louis Tomlinson. And that was when the impact hit me like a thousand knives. I now know why I'm here. The reason I'm not at peace with myself. The thing I never had. Love. © Copyright. All Rights Reserved.All Rights Reserved