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Through The Dark {Niall Horan}

LovaticDirectioner69

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Parts 38
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Reads 186,787
Votes 5,053
Parts 38
Time 4h 15m

LovaticDirectioner69

anorexia boyxboy bulimia depression direction disorder drugs eating harm horan louis love niall nouis one relapse self suicide tomlinson

Niall Horan has some problems. 

He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night.

He has secrets.

Terrible secrets.

He doesn't want to be this way anymore.

But he's already too far in.

He's already lost himself.

 

But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again?

 

**Warning**

Contains all types of triggers.
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anorexia boyxboy bulimia depression direction disorder drugs eating harm horan louis love niall nouis one relapse self suicide tomlinson

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