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Through The Dark {Niall Horan}

LovaticDirectioner69

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Reads 187,672
Votes 5,053
Parts 38
Time 4h 15m

LovaticDirectioner69

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Niall Horan has some problems. 

He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night.

He has secrets.

Terrible secrets.

He doesn't want to be this way anymore.

But he's already too far in.

He's already lost himself.

 

But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again?

 

**Warning**

Contains all types of triggers.
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~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~ 4 best friends, living in one flat. What's the worst that could happen? ~•~•~•~•~ Niall wakes up with an alarming dream, and goes to Liam. It only gets bumpier from there. Liam wants to help, but as time goes on, he gets some problems of his own. Louis discoveries some new found feelings. He claims might be falling for someone, or was he just tripped? Harry, well, he claims fell in love, but was it with the right person? Finding out the truth is easy, but for Harry, it just makes problems. ~•~•~•~•~ Change is simple, good even, but to much change, too soon, can be very, very bad. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~