Through The Dark {Niall Horan}
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Niall Horan has some problems.
He fakes smiles all day, then cries himself to sleep at night.
He has secrets.
Terrible secrets.
He doesn't want to be this way anymore.
But he's already too far in.
He's already lost himself.
But the question is, will he ever be able to find himself again?
**Warning**
Contains all types of triggers.
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