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I Love You Because

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"My eyes strayed to the top of the worn page, and I allowed a small smile to creep its way onto my lips.

It was written on October 8th.

That day was October 15th. 

Nina's plan was to kill herself on October 22nd. I could still save her.

And I fully intended to do so."


Astrid lives on the internet. It's where she's made all of her friends, after all, including her best friend, Nina Flores. 

Nina lives in Georgia, five thousand miles away from Astrid in France, but the distance doesn't keep them from their friendship. They're perfect together: Astrid being the calm, rational one and Nina being the happy, fun type, without a care in the world... or so Astrid thought. 

When Astrid gets a letter in the mail announcing Nina's intended suicide in nine days, can Astrid save her before it's too late and her best friend is gone forever?


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