Underneath my pants (gxg story) (ON HOLD)
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  • Parts 9
  • Time 1h 8m
Ongoing, First published Jan 21, 2012
"Everything that inside that paper is me. My likes, dislikes. How I want my coffee to be done. Everything you name it. It's there." I said nonchalantly. I took the paper in her hand and started walking to the garbage can. "What are you doing?" she asked following me. "You said you don't know yourself." I said looking at her. "I was lost too. Who was I? A question that always bothers me. until I stop. I just stop asking." Taking the lighter in my pocket and light the papers. "Since i can't enter your world and you don't want to enter mine. Why not create a world where we can both be in? What is the thing that I like? What is the thing that I dislike? I don't know. It can be change. It can be done. It's not easy, it will not be a walk in a park but together with you, let's find out?"
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I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.