For What Reason Are You Questioning My Capability To Cry?
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Last published Sun, Mar 5, 2017
Ever since the night of the tragedy, Erynn Lawrence would not cry. Not once. It's not the she couldn't, the doctors already confirmed that she could, she just refused to.
Erynn felt that she had no true reason to cry. If she didn't have a reason, what the purpose, right? That's what she thought. Keep it all in and she'll be fine.
Erynn had no friends. She was weird. The freak. The strange girl with no emotions. They called her "emo". And no, not the pale, skinny girls with the black clothes, eyeliner, and obsession over screamo music. It was the town's sort of inside joke. A short way of saying emotionless.
Enter Ryan West. Attractive, popular, and quite wealthy. He had the life everyone thought they wanted. But if they truely knew what ever on at the West household, they would run screaming.
So why did Ryan suddenly take interest on the town freak?
Everyone always expected something from Ryan. Whether it was to be the staring quarterback, or fix everyone's problems with his parents money.
Everyone except Erynn.
The strange girl sparked Ryan's interest the day he saw her. She didn't expect anything from him and he liked that. He made it his goal to get to know this strange girl who may not be as strange as he thought.
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